I Don't Have Anyone

I do not know what will happen at my future.
Today, I really - really confused about what I should do and what should I do in these conditions.

Frankly, I need someone who can guide me. Like a good friend who understands me inside and out.
But this time, I lost control because I do not have the figure in my life as my motivation.

First, I have a lot of people figure that can motivate my life to be a good person and full of spirit in life. But now, people around me nothing could be my motivation. They are busy with their own life, so I do not know what I mean here (in Jakarta)

Because in Jakarta, I do not have anyone.